'My Journal Of Life'

2009-08-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

You all thing all my fault?!?!
Then let it be..
Friends? pui!!
From today onwards i don need friend..
I don have friends..
I will never ever tok to anyone..
From now onwards me DK will freeze my heart..
I don wan any feeling anymore..
Fcuk this world..
Blame blame blame..
Keep blame me..
All my fault can?
no need check le!!
All my fault!!
Everything i do de!!
TDK had change to a heartless guy!!
I feel no pain and give no mercy or pity to anyone..
I don need anyone help anymore..
Even if i need help buck off!
Everything i settle myself!
Since no one wan trust me..
From now the daiji i just have u all don care..
I join gang smoke or what u all don care!
Cause i don neeed any of u guys pityness..
I hate all of you all!!

2009-08-20T07:32:00.000-07:00

Dam sian la..
Together so well de..
Now like that..
Feel like beating ppl sia..
Nvm..
U feel llike leaving me??..
At sch i don feel like toking le..
Friends??..
I have none..
At sch just quiet..
Got homework do do..
Got CCA go..
Ppl tok to me i don care..
But..
Sometime at schh saw something just make me frustrated..
From now i think i slack alone..
Don feel like sleeping..
Later 5.30 waking up..
Going sch early ba i think..
Erm..
Miss the past with you..
But is over..
I simply hate sch..
Everyday keep saw thing that i don like..
What can i do..
After sch go home drink drink drink..
I say all this is for myself to see..
Ppl come see don like go away..
As i already don feel happiness or sadness anymore..
My blood is dry my heart is dead..
My dream really come true..
My nightmare has come..
What will it be like for the next few month..
Can i really tolerate to after i graduate??
This is making me luan..
Stop here for now

~dk~

2009-08-06T05:01:00.000-07:00

Back to blog again..
Previous don feel like blogging..
Tmr sch celebrate national day and half day then can go home liao..
Somemore tmr got class BBQ..
Half of class going only..
Erm..
If tmr got take any photo then will post it out..
Continue to blog tmr..

~dk~

2009-07-28T05:25:00.001-07:00

Morning wake up go sch..
Hair tio caught le..
Cut behind till quite shot ba..
Oh man..
I starting to be a pervertic guy..
I cut my ownself le..
Whoo!!!
The fun just started..
Is only the beginning..
Anyone watch the (THE DARK KNIGHT)??
Saw the joker?
I wan be like him always smile sia..
Should i folo him when i gow up??
: D

~dk~

2009-07-27T05:52:00.000-07:00

Early morning meet kuanyi..
Walk to school..
During school day was not enjoy at all..
Blood boiling!
Object holding in my hand..
Feel like taking it to kill people..
I will really do it..
But..
Cut my own hand better..
Sibeh shuang!
HaHa! : D Super happy..
After my hand cut finish next is cut....
Secret man..
I am Joker and is back...
The fun start now and is rolling..
HaHa..
Shuang ma..
Stop here le..

~dk~

2009-07-26T07:09:00.000-07:00

Today go church..
Jun an come my house then go meet benny..
Suppose meet Miss lim at 10.30..
but when go meet her everytime we always will late..
We take bus 80..
On the way there near hougang mall..
Jolynn reach le..
We don wan let her wait long we decide take cab..
Reach aljunied meet her le...
Walk to church..
During the speech the pasters say smt that make me black out for a while..
Erm..
I wont say cause..
jolynn folo the pasters cars to the eating place..
We 3 and miss lim folo another car..
Reach kallang leisure park mall..
They all go eat then i don feel like eating so i go walk walk..
Ben and ja folo me..
After that meet them..
Then off we go le..
Jolynn seat the pasters cars home i think?
Then we wait for shuttle bus but when it come cant go kallang mrt station..
Then decide walk..
Reach KFC then we 3 eat..
During eat tok about jesus think..
Now i know what about it le..
Cab down to seng kang miss lim get off first..
She dam rich sia keep cab..
Reaching cp call kuan yi ask him come down..
Then Me benny and kuan yi go cut hair..
Cut finish le go mini toons..
Kuan yi wan buy things..
Then we walk home..
That all for now..

~dk~

2009-07-25T08:30:00.000-07:00

Today go out with benny they all..
Toook quite alot of photo with my brothers..
Photo in my phone..
When free then post out ba..
Erm..
Tmr morning maybe going jogging first then go find Miss lim they all go church..
Maybe today not sleeping..
Wonder tmr got energy to jog and go church or not..
but heard that tmr alot ppl got go..
See tmr then how ba..
Stop blogging le..

~dk~

2009-07-24T05:05:00.000-07:00

Today actually don feel like posting anything..
but i bored today just post smt..
At sch did nth much..
Time fly past very past..
Reach home just keep play com lo..
Already no mood le then still like this..
Fcuk bodok..
Nvm..
Forget it..
Tmr early morning going jogging with benny ba..
After that afternoon going Bugis with them lo..
Mum don give money so not spending money at there..
Stop here for now..

~dk~

2009-07-23T05:06:00.000-07:00

Second time posting blog..
Felt bored so here i am..
Tmr is friday and have to go back basketball..
Don feel like going back but because of the CCA point need go back..
Second is can train my fitness too..
I start to feel bored le..
Listen to music and toking to my cookie monster..
HaHa i must be mad ar?
Ok stop here for now

2009-07-23T02:27:00.000-07:00

I already start to feel that being happy is a hurtful thing..
From today onwards i wish that i wont be happy..
Don feel like smiling again..
Want to just be alone and suffer all the pain..
At sch always normal..
Just like to be alone listen to music and so on..
When wan tok to me, tok to me about work only..
Other stufff i don wan tok le..
Wan go where or what when i free then say..
Wont be doing anything fromn owo n..
Gotta stop gaming le..
Sch is giving me pressure..
Homework got alot pressure..
Friend don say le..
I still think that toking to my dog and my cookie monster make me feel better..
Istop here for now..
There something wont be saying just put in heart..

~dk~

2009-07-22T05:06:00.000-07:00

Ok back to blog again..
Erm..
Donno what to say tok about sch ba..
At sch was ok to me?..
Today 12.30 release sch then go home le..
Went home straight away never go out with kuan yi..
Ps hor i suddenly no mood to go out le..
Go home skip lunch..
Always skip lunch..
HaHa..
not hungry ma..
Now listen to radio in at my phone..

~dk~

2009-07-20T05:06:00.000-07:00

Today sch ok ba..
English teacher didn come so do nth..
Geography teacher didn come so do nth..
POA copy notes then have to stay back do hw..
Sch today quite ok ba..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Everyday smiling everyday happy..
Don wish go sch early everyday so don meet le..
Tmr will be a another great day i told myself..
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
I stop blogging le ba..
Coming birthday is kuan yi..
So exciting..
Feel like taking a cake smash his face but.. donw an ba..
Ok i stop here for now..

~dk~

2009-07-19T01:50:00.000-07:00

Thing had gone all wrong le..
More ppl had hate me..
HaHa..
I got scolded by everyone but i wont say anything..
All the thing happen because of me..
If wan scold don at here scold..
Or go who tag box scold..
Wan to scold just meet out ba..
Wan to do what just meet out too..
Just sms me time and place..
JJ if u wan heat me just come sengkang find me..
I wont say anything no more..
I donno why i should even have a stead..
I never cherish not once but more..
So..
Who ever think that i should be beaten just find me..
I wont fight back..
Even u all hate me or wan beat me i wont hate u all..
I just wan say this..
Don test whether that gal love you or not..
Don even think of that..
A girl will love u truthfully..
Even she tok to other guy or what she only love you..
I know this what it means le..
So whoever wan do smt think be4 doing it..
Or u will just be like me..
Don let down..

~dk~

2009-07-18T10:10:00.000-07:00

Today wake up play Dota alone..
Then junan come my house for the church..
Meet Miss Lim at bus stop then bus down to katong..
Reach there le wait for miss lim pasters come..
Then go in and worship god and listen to a man toking..
After that we went to a chicken rice stall for dinner..
The food was quite ok ba..
Pasters ask me to go listen to his speech at next sunday..
Will be going too..
I wan to beg for forgiveness..
The reason i wan go..
Trying to stay happy always..
HaHa : D
OK ba that all for today..

~dk~

2009-07-17T05:36:00.000-07:00

Whole day feel smt not wrong..
Turn around someone not there..
Feel that today wont be a enjoyable day for me..
Saw what she always blog about..
All about him..
But cant blame anyone but myself..
Zheyi u are a nice guy and Jolynn u a nice girl..
Bother of u are great if one day tgt don seem wrong..
Miss lim today tok to me quite alot..
Tmr going church with her..
Why i suddenly wan go church?
No one will know..
Tmr will be discussing smt with her..
I wan to ask her what to do to change sch..
You know why i doing this?..
Because i know that u hate me and don wish to see me..
Zheyi say that u are waiting my message badly..
But he say like that can i believe him?
Not i don trust him..
Is that not i hear from u..
Nvm all now..
Once i leave this sch everything will be great..
Smiling always: D

~dk~

2009-07-16T03:21:00.000-07:00

I donno why u everything also about him..
I really cant take it more..
I really don wan see or hear what u do..
The more i see it the more blood i wan to let go..
I just wan let my bllood run dry then gone forever..
Isn it better?..
HAHA!!!
Always will continue smiling even i feel sad..
I will try not to trouble anyone le..
Today go sch very late..
Wake up le seat at sofa listen music..
7 plus then start go sch..
HaHa nice right?
Am i relly happy??
I donno..
I shouldn go tok to other gal just to make her jealous..
I shouldn try to see how much she care and love me..
Why the fcuk i go do it..
I fcuking hate myself..
Start to feel that this world is a piece of fcuking life..
Don feel like continue to carry on my life..

~dk~

2009-07-15T03:38:00.000-07:00

Third day of making blog le..
I am trying to make a tagbox..
but donno how..
Today before recess will enjoying myself..
But why donno later don feel happy..
Kuan yi can u don care me so much..
I feel very guilty if u treat me good..
Don feel like typing le..

~dk~

2009-07-14T06:12:00.000-07:00

I know she hate me alot..
I know u wish me to be dead..
I know u regret being with me and do so much thing..
If u so much wan me die tel me..
I will infront of u cut my hand and let the blood flow..
Trust me..
After i cut i don wan see u cut..
The anger inside my heart is boiling..
I know u like smsing Zheyi they all..
I don mind..
U like to close with guy..
I don mind..
What i do wont pay back what i own u..
I just have to do this..
I got the anger to cut my own hand..
Even can die infront of u!
How much i love u i know u wont care le.
I really got nth much to do..
Just have to pay u back slowly..
One blood by one blood..

~dk~

2009-07-13T03:01:00.000-07:00

Today this is the new blog i will start blogging.
If got any hw plz come here tell me cause i will everyday check.
I will start toking about what i do today.
After sch walk to compass myself then listen music on the way.
Go popular buy a primary sch chinese book for my little bro.
Mummy ask me go buy de cant choose.
Way back hme saw kuanyi, kevin, dickson.
Reach home play computer with darren and melvin.
That all for today.
Take care all.

~dk~